I'm not willing to share

I am so frustrated with Matt having fucking kids with three different women. I am so annoyed with the choices he made and how it affects me as a woman who loved him for years. I never really understood how a man who has broken the law and has done many things could be so irreplaceable to my feelings. I want him 100% I don't want to share. At all. 

I got my car

I got my car finally a 2011 suzuki which I am enjoying it very much. However J and D lost their licenses and jo was hit with two misdemeanors for driving with a suspended license and lapsed insurance. Yet, I took them to court yesterday for their case and today they want me to be Mrs. Driving miss J when I have a permit. I am not risking myself by losing my permit. I am getting pressured to drive J to work, I don't have a driver's license. And they don't have money and keep ending up in a bind because D is too stupid to realize that she needs help. She keeps spending the money I give her on drugs. And I am supposed to bend at every whim for her. Not going to happen all of a sudden today Jdummy misses the bus? I am not going to be used. I made it clear, Today is Tuesday I cannot go anywhere because I don't have a license. 

I am doing things for myself..and she keeps hitting me up on facebook constantly. Call a coworker to give her a ride. wtf.