I am sitting in my car listening to Rob Zombie craving you again. It's been 8 years since you fucked me over. Yeah, you. My sexy fucking King. How could you dismiss me, for her? What does she have that I don't? Keep pretending like you don't want me to ride your king strap like a pro. I want nothing more than a hot night of passionate steamy sex, let our bodies collide into a perfection of lust. Forget about her for one day. I want you and I know you want me too. You owe me that much.
Saturday, June 25, 2016
Wednesday, June 22, 2016
Butch women who lie about being raped.
Today I am blogging about rape and women who lie about it. Today so many different types of men are registered for sex offenses. The varies of the crimes goes from, sex offenses against children and teenagers, such as, date rape to statutory rape and adult women and indecent exposure. No matter which laws are broken, these men are labeled for life.
Well today, this topic is going to be a little different. It is focusing on women who identify with a masculine persona and claim to be, lesbian. Now, I am not against women who like the sexual pleasures of men, I am against the denial of it. If you prefer women, but enjoy a once in a blue moon romp in the sheets for a good night of lustful thrusting, then that is your prerogative.
But to wave a LGBTIQ flag in the air like you own it, and don't tolerate heterosexual sex, is wrong. You are going against the flag and the community that so many people worked hard to put together and fight for. It is like a KKK member swearing by his white brotherhood then creeping in the night to be with a black woman.
Severe? I know. But it's raw, and straight to you live.
Now, let's get deeper....What about butch women who love to have pillow-talks with their feminine lover after a long night of passionate sex and so you lay naked in the sheets sharing your sexy, deepest secrets and they slam one on ya about how horrible men are and shed crocodile tears about their moments with these vicious creatures and each and every sexual experience was raw, hurtful, and forced? What if deep inside yourself you feel this pang of pain for your butch lover. And all you could do was hold them close, because afterall, men are assholes! Right?
Ok...what if after the 6th man, you begin to wonder if your butch lover is fabricating the events and in actuality they enjoyed the sex? I don't think it would take 6 men to figure out if women is right for you. I think if you been raped by at least 3 men one after the other, you would come to your senses and STOP.
Well, I want to know what causes a female to deny her involvement with men. Some of these butch women have looser vaginas and a very steep and deep entrance to the cave. Extremely aroused, overly aroused and enjoy penetration with a dildo. I have met feminine women who are tighter than their manly counterpart.
So, maybe it is safe to say that butch women identify with a masculine identity but their sexuality is bisexual? So instead of trying to ruin men and their credibility as being sexually attracted to all types of women, it is better to assume the butch has a problem with her sexuality. Not him. Don't blame men for your lack of a phallus. I see it as a phallus envy.
I will not tolerate women telling me they do not like men. And swear they have buddies and that's it. I have watched my ex flirt with men right in front of my face. Sex with men can be pleasurable and I enjoyed some of my experiences, it still didn't take away from the fact that my heart loved and desired a woman more so.
I can't deal with women who deny their sexuality but praise their identity. You putting on a fake facade for the Gay community. Look at me! I'm a butch! Yeah! I will top ya! But then moan and squirm under a phallus on the down low. And dare your pretty little fem girlfriend or wife to want sex with a man.
Well today, this topic is going to be a little different. It is focusing on women who identify with a masculine persona and claim to be, lesbian. Now, I am not against women who like the sexual pleasures of men, I am against the denial of it. If you prefer women, but enjoy a once in a blue moon romp in the sheets for a good night of lustful thrusting, then that is your prerogative.
But to wave a LGBTIQ flag in the air like you own it, and don't tolerate heterosexual sex, is wrong. You are going against the flag and the community that so many people worked hard to put together and fight for. It is like a KKK member swearing by his white brotherhood then creeping in the night to be with a black woman.
Severe? I know. But it's raw, and straight to you live.
Now, let's get deeper....What about butch women who love to have pillow-talks with their feminine lover after a long night of passionate sex and so you lay naked in the sheets sharing your sexy, deepest secrets and they slam one on ya about how horrible men are and shed crocodile tears about their moments with these vicious creatures and each and every sexual experience was raw, hurtful, and forced? What if deep inside yourself you feel this pang of pain for your butch lover. And all you could do was hold them close, because afterall, men are assholes! Right?
Ok...what if after the 6th man, you begin to wonder if your butch lover is fabricating the events and in actuality they enjoyed the sex? I don't think it would take 6 men to figure out if women is right for you. I think if you been raped by at least 3 men one after the other, you would come to your senses and STOP.
Well, I want to know what causes a female to deny her involvement with men. Some of these butch women have looser vaginas and a very steep and deep entrance to the cave. Extremely aroused, overly aroused and enjoy penetration with a dildo. I have met feminine women who are tighter than their manly counterpart.
So, maybe it is safe to say that butch women identify with a masculine identity but their sexuality is bisexual? So instead of trying to ruin men and their credibility as being sexually attracted to all types of women, it is better to assume the butch has a problem with her sexuality. Not him. Don't blame men for your lack of a phallus. I see it as a phallus envy.
I will not tolerate women telling me they do not like men. And swear they have buddies and that's it. I have watched my ex flirt with men right in front of my face. Sex with men can be pleasurable and I enjoyed some of my experiences, it still didn't take away from the fact that my heart loved and desired a woman more so.
I can't deal with women who deny their sexuality but praise their identity. You putting on a fake facade for the Gay community. Look at me! I'm a butch! Yeah! I will top ya! But then moan and squirm under a phallus on the down low. And dare your pretty little fem girlfriend or wife to want sex with a man.
Friday, June 17, 2016
The truth about Cancerians.
I've dated a "so-called" lesbian butch who is a Cancer. And let me state some obvious traits about them.
1. They're extremely manipulative. They will take the down to earth, breezy part of you and use it to their advantage. For example, you're in a good mood heading out to run a few errands, and they will use this to get what they need during your daily errands. "Oh! Can you stop at the Mall, I need to get a pair of headphones; I am also a few dollars short, can you "lend" it to me?" And you could be 30 miles away from the nearest mall, since the trip consisted of the beach and a cook out.
2. Emotionally self-absorbed. You could be at a Vigil for the tragedy in Orlando and share your grief with others, like yourself, for the innocent victims. And so you think the tears they shed is for the same cause. Only to find out in the car, they're crying because no one pays attention to their needs and two years ago their grandfather died and one time no one shed a tear for them. (True Story.) And you begin to feel ill inside, because you realize, "Damn, that's selfish!"
3. Pillow Princess/Prince. Okay, so I hear from other bloggers and forums that cancerians are the BEST in bed. I am sorry, but I have to differentiate on that. From my experience they like to get off and if they feel up to it they'll give you some. You can be working it up, being extremely sensual, heightening the explosive orgasm to be the best. But when your turn comes up, you will be surprised. You will be left with a throbbing clit and no outlet. Talk about sexual deprivation. And like I said, will cry and emotionally tear you down if you direct them on it. Massive forms of manipulation, especially in the emotions department. And they lack sensuality and patience during sex.
4. Unfaithful emotionally. The zodiacs and other cancers SCREAM they're loyalty to any listening bystander. But truth is, it's a lie. I've caught my ex on numerous occasions going through Facebook and adding tons of hot, young, Caucasian girls that are in her zone. She completely flipped her cancerian claws at me once she was caught. They will say they're loyal, physically. But emotionally deep inside they're drooling for a chance to pinch someone new.
5. Extremely Possessive. They claim you, you don't claim them. They love when you fight for them and get emotionally all riled up over their secretive seething and backstabbings. You'll never know what is really wrong, until they explode one day while your watching a really cool movie. They will accept the flirting and the continuous lust for them, the instant someone wants you, they become catty. And wondering what is it about you that makes you shine like a sore thumb, they prefer you to be hidden in the sand; while they scout the lurking eyes and bring the attention onto them. Then everything is all good again. They're better off buying a very rare bear and shoving it on a shelf.
6. Big mouths. Now this can be anyone. But from what I experienced in my life, is loyalty. And some form of secrecy to a certain extent, is important. If you are in a relationship and having problems you probably shouldn't blab that your girlfriend likes to wear stockings while humping her favorite bear to people who resent and lack respect for you since day one. (An example, and NOT true.) Or, they will tell other people how they don't like to give you oral sex; when they think your body scent is not to their liking. These type of things are reason for a break-up. So cancerians shouldn't cry an ocean when someone wants to be free of their claws .After all, you're the one breaking your loyalty codes when you open your flap.
7. Lack independence. If you ever meet a cancerian who is independent and works for what they want, please broadcast it! I have come across one with not even a pot to piss in and so blindly, I thought it was a good relationship. But I ended up, cleaning clothes, sweeping, mopping, cooking and giving head, without a 50% in return. It is never 50/50 with a cancer.
Their needs over exceeds yours. If you need love, security and even medical help, they will cry and feel like they're not getting their needs met. They will do whatever it takes to make sure they are #1. No matter the cost. (screaming, yelling, insults, police called.) Until you give in and begin to question your reasons for being who you are as an individual. They refuse to get a place of their own, if you ever accept them into your home. They are hard to get rid of!
8. Sexually Promiscuous and corrupted perversion. They purposely default on their personal relationships to justify their sexual hunger. They love and CRAVE attention. Even negative attention and sex. When they're single, everyone is the one they want. They love aggressive sex, and thrive from sex crimes. They feed off of crime stories such as, Jeffrey Dahmer, And other sadistic rapist and murderers.
You'll always see them with a "good" crime book. If you see them with it, expect to give them sex. It gets their loins going. Guaranteed, they have had far more sexual encounters than a porn star, hell, they might as well be a porn star. Be careful, because they can become ruthless and careless and will fail to use protection. So STD's is common with them.
They love to sleep with people who are in relationships. It's a challenge for them to domineer and stake out those who are loyal and loved. Because, they feel themselves to be lost in the sea, they will take others down with them. I've heard storeis where some cancerians scream, "rape!" when in fact, it was them, who sought out the aggressive sex production.
Secrecy and betrayal is their motto. They thrive from the moon, which refelcts their moods in whichever way the ocean sways. So if you're one not affected by this, by all means, go for it. But, I will not.
1. They're extremely manipulative. They will take the down to earth, breezy part of you and use it to their advantage. For example, you're in a good mood heading out to run a few errands, and they will use this to get what they need during your daily errands. "Oh! Can you stop at the Mall, I need to get a pair of headphones; I am also a few dollars short, can you "lend" it to me?" And you could be 30 miles away from the nearest mall, since the trip consisted of the beach and a cook out.
2. Emotionally self-absorbed. You could be at a Vigil for the tragedy in Orlando and share your grief with others, like yourself, for the innocent victims. And so you think the tears they shed is for the same cause. Only to find out in the car, they're crying because no one pays attention to their needs and two years ago their grandfather died and one time no one shed a tear for them. (True Story.) And you begin to feel ill inside, because you realize, "Damn, that's selfish!"
3. Pillow Princess/Prince. Okay, so I hear from other bloggers and forums that cancerians are the BEST in bed. I am sorry, but I have to differentiate on that. From my experience they like to get off and if they feel up to it they'll give you some. You can be working it up, being extremely sensual, heightening the explosive orgasm to be the best. But when your turn comes up, you will be surprised. You will be left with a throbbing clit and no outlet. Talk about sexual deprivation. And like I said, will cry and emotionally tear you down if you direct them on it. Massive forms of manipulation, especially in the emotions department. And they lack sensuality and patience during sex.
4. Unfaithful emotionally. The zodiacs and other cancers SCREAM they're loyalty to any listening bystander. But truth is, it's a lie. I've caught my ex on numerous occasions going through Facebook and adding tons of hot, young, Caucasian girls that are in her zone. She completely flipped her cancerian claws at me once she was caught. They will say they're loyal, physically. But emotionally deep inside they're drooling for a chance to pinch someone new.
5. Extremely Possessive. They claim you, you don't claim them. They love when you fight for them and get emotionally all riled up over their secretive seething and backstabbings. You'll never know what is really wrong, until they explode one day while your watching a really cool movie. They will accept the flirting and the continuous lust for them, the instant someone wants you, they become catty. And wondering what is it about you that makes you shine like a sore thumb, they prefer you to be hidden in the sand; while they scout the lurking eyes and bring the attention onto them. Then everything is all good again. They're better off buying a very rare bear and shoving it on a shelf.
6. Big mouths. Now this can be anyone. But from what I experienced in my life, is loyalty. And some form of secrecy to a certain extent, is important. If you are in a relationship and having problems you probably shouldn't blab that your girlfriend likes to wear stockings while humping her favorite bear to people who resent and lack respect for you since day one. (An example, and NOT true.) Or, they will tell other people how they don't like to give you oral sex; when they think your body scent is not to their liking. These type of things are reason for a break-up. So cancerians shouldn't cry an ocean when someone wants to be free of their claws .After all, you're the one breaking your loyalty codes when you open your flap.
7. Lack independence. If you ever meet a cancerian who is independent and works for what they want, please broadcast it! I have come across one with not even a pot to piss in and so blindly, I thought it was a good relationship. But I ended up, cleaning clothes, sweeping, mopping, cooking and giving head, without a 50% in return. It is never 50/50 with a cancer.
Their needs over exceeds yours. If you need love, security and even medical help, they will cry and feel like they're not getting their needs met. They will do whatever it takes to make sure they are #1. No matter the cost. (screaming, yelling, insults, police called.) Until you give in and begin to question your reasons for being who you are as an individual. They refuse to get a place of their own, if you ever accept them into your home. They are hard to get rid of!
8. Sexually Promiscuous and corrupted perversion. They purposely default on their personal relationships to justify their sexual hunger. They love and CRAVE attention. Even negative attention and sex. When they're single, everyone is the one they want. They love aggressive sex, and thrive from sex crimes. They feed off of crime stories such as, Jeffrey Dahmer, And other sadistic rapist and murderers.
You'll always see them with a "good" crime book. If you see them with it, expect to give them sex. It gets their loins going. Guaranteed, they have had far more sexual encounters than a porn star, hell, they might as well be a porn star. Be careful, because they can become ruthless and careless and will fail to use protection. So STD's is common with them.
They love to sleep with people who are in relationships. It's a challenge for them to domineer and stake out those who are loyal and loved. Because, they feel themselves to be lost in the sea, they will take others down with them. I've heard storeis where some cancerians scream, "rape!" when in fact, it was them, who sought out the aggressive sex production.
Secrecy and betrayal is their motto. They thrive from the moon, which refelcts their moods in whichever way the ocean sways. So if you're one not affected by this, by all means, go for it. But, I will not.
Wednesday, May 25, 2016
The beginning to the end.
I am moving forward in the way I want. I have tried different methods of making things work, and somehow, it fails. I think I lack the ability to love someone. I feel like I am in love in the first year or so. After that, I begin to see the persons flaws tremendously. I wonder if it stems from having to build my own personal self based on what I see and feel throughout the relationship.
I wasn't raised around a Father so my ability to be protected by predators, abusers, addicts, and so forth is an open field with no borders. People who look for those with low self- esteem and no familial support tend to come for us quicker. Especially when you have a secure home and assets they don't have.
I keep dating people who don't have a pot to piss in. I need to up my standards and remove those type of people out of my life. Even if that means I am alone for awhile. I dated a woman for awhile, which was hell since day one. I still stay connected to her and it did nothing positive for me. Except police contact and lots and lots of verbal and physical abuse.
My night terrors are at an all time high. I scream so loud my throat is sore for days. I have to keep throat lozenges by my night stand to keep myself from losing my voice completely. I've never had anyone not at least give me integrity when I ask them to leave my home. CT is supposed to be one of the best states that deals with Domestic Violence. Not the case at all. They have little to no services for the mentally ill and the homeless.
Yet, they somehow manage to make webpages dedicating this so-called ethic of social service. I tried to go for mental health to help me rebuild myself and learn how to see the "Red flags" in poor relationships. I have no avail in that department. My therapist spoke about pot and rarely wore her shoes during the 1 hour sessions. I felt like she was a bit of lost cause. So I stopped going.
I feel my best option is to go back to New York. Where things made sense, and my home wasn't in jeopardy; and landlords were professional with their tenants. I don't want to go back to Rochester, but for now I would be safe. I wouldn't have to worry about places like Rushford Mental health begging me to take my abuser back into my home despite of a restraining order that specifies no contact at my address.
I had to get this in writing from a Rushford personnel to show the judge the incompetency and the lack of regards to the victims of domestic violence. This state has so many loopholes and taxes it is a wonder how the Government hasn't intervened.
I am going to do what needs to be done to ensure I am safe. And will no longer be allowing people into my home. I will make sure in the future I screen people first. If the person lives off of others, drugs, etc...I will say, NOPE. Even if it looks exciting, that too, will end.
I wasn't raised around a Father so my ability to be protected by predators, abusers, addicts, and so forth is an open field with no borders. People who look for those with low self- esteem and no familial support tend to come for us quicker. Especially when you have a secure home and assets they don't have.
I keep dating people who don't have a pot to piss in. I need to up my standards and remove those type of people out of my life. Even if that means I am alone for awhile. I dated a woman for awhile, which was hell since day one. I still stay connected to her and it did nothing positive for me. Except police contact and lots and lots of verbal and physical abuse.
My night terrors are at an all time high. I scream so loud my throat is sore for days. I have to keep throat lozenges by my night stand to keep myself from losing my voice completely. I've never had anyone not at least give me integrity when I ask them to leave my home. CT is supposed to be one of the best states that deals with Domestic Violence. Not the case at all. They have little to no services for the mentally ill and the homeless.
Yet, they somehow manage to make webpages dedicating this so-called ethic of social service. I tried to go for mental health to help me rebuild myself and learn how to see the "Red flags" in poor relationships. I have no avail in that department. My therapist spoke about pot and rarely wore her shoes during the 1 hour sessions. I felt like she was a bit of lost cause. So I stopped going.
I feel my best option is to go back to New York. Where things made sense, and my home wasn't in jeopardy; and landlords were professional with their tenants. I don't want to go back to Rochester, but for now I would be safe. I wouldn't have to worry about places like Rushford Mental health begging me to take my abuser back into my home despite of a restraining order that specifies no contact at my address.
I had to get this in writing from a Rushford personnel to show the judge the incompetency and the lack of regards to the victims of domestic violence. This state has so many loopholes and taxes it is a wonder how the Government hasn't intervened.
I am going to do what needs to be done to ensure I am safe. And will no longer be allowing people into my home. I will make sure in the future I screen people first. If the person lives off of others, drugs, etc...I will say, NOPE. Even if it looks exciting, that too, will end.
Sunday, May 1, 2016
Same-sex Domestic Violence
This topic is sensitive and not very well documented in the LGBTQ community. This topic needs to be addressed more often. I can say in my experience, it exists. The fear of not having an outlet with the legal system just like any other heterosexual couple is fearsome.
Walking into a safe haven with bruises on my forearms and an eye different shades of the rainbow, my heart beating faster than a set of deep based drums, my mouth is dry from the fear of being seen.... Or never heard. My words would mean nothing, from past experience, "Oh, like a girl fight?" "Your roommate did this?" "What did you say to her to make her angry?" Oh, you don't like men, maybe a man would've protected you." Those lines pierced my soul, my mind.
This safe haven gave me a bed. But the judgement still laid in their eyes. "My pain wasn't strong enough" is what their eyes told me. My rapes weren't of a true phallus thrusting into me, because fingers can't be a weapon from another woman. The kisses with bites on my lips, were from passion and not from a woman. Because in their world, women are victims and passionate.
The blows were small and swift yet strong enough to be from a man. After all, she walked, talked and fucked me like a man thug would. Her hair braided, and pressed down with a durag just like a man. Her skills in the electrical department was ferociously good. Her ability to undermine me in every aspect of my day was her power, as it was my weakness.
She was my first, in everything. Sex, living,and learning how quick it was to give up on love and foundation. I became ashamed of my own sexuality. I began to think back on my child abuse and began to think being with women; can't be natural. Because the blows to my face, showed me this is what women do to each other when they hate each other.
The emotional turmoil hit me at every turn. I was afraid for my life. I had no outlet, no friend who wasn't straight to turn to. I was alone. I got away after four years. By then I was 22 and hated myself and all women who looked like her. I wanted to try the straight life and steer from myself and anything that was toxic. I began to judge my life and said, "this is the way we are supposed to be. With a man." And that is what I did. But guess what?
Men do it too. And I went through the cycle again. Only this time areal phallus was involved.
Walking into a safe haven with bruises on my forearms and an eye different shades of the rainbow, my heart beating faster than a set of deep based drums, my mouth is dry from the fear of being seen.... Or never heard. My words would mean nothing, from past experience, "Oh, like a girl fight?" "Your roommate did this?" "What did you say to her to make her angry?" Oh, you don't like men, maybe a man would've protected you." Those lines pierced my soul, my mind.
This safe haven gave me a bed. But the judgement still laid in their eyes. "My pain wasn't strong enough" is what their eyes told me. My rapes weren't of a true phallus thrusting into me, because fingers can't be a weapon from another woman. The kisses with bites on my lips, were from passion and not from a woman. Because in their world, women are victims and passionate.
The blows were small and swift yet strong enough to be from a man. After all, she walked, talked and fucked me like a man thug would. Her hair braided, and pressed down with a durag just like a man. Her skills in the electrical department was ferociously good. Her ability to undermine me in every aspect of my day was her power, as it was my weakness.
She was my first, in everything. Sex, living,and learning how quick it was to give up on love and foundation. I became ashamed of my own sexuality. I began to think back on my child abuse and began to think being with women; can't be natural. Because the blows to my face, showed me this is what women do to each other when they hate each other.
The emotional turmoil hit me at every turn. I was afraid for my life. I had no outlet, no friend who wasn't straight to turn to. I was alone. I got away after four years. By then I was 22 and hated myself and all women who looked like her. I wanted to try the straight life and steer from myself and anything that was toxic. I began to judge my life and said, "this is the way we are supposed to be. With a man." And that is what I did. But guess what?
Men do it too. And I went through the cycle again. Only this time areal phallus was involved.
Sunday, November 1, 2015
Taking breaks and making mistakes.
It's been awhile since I've written on here. I left Rochester two years ago and couldn't be any happier in that retrospect. Almost done with College and off to a four-year College. I have busted my ass to get where I am. Still no kids or anything dumb like that. I'm not having kids just to feed the need of society.
I am in another relationship; same-sex relationship. And I keep finding these frickin' losers. It's like no one wants to be productive and figure things out for themselves. I keep getting into connections with people who have no foundation, makes excuses or simply, flat-out don't care about moving up in life to better themselves. I am no mother to any Adult. I refuse to do this again.
I will find a way to remove this parasite out of my life. I removed one, only to gain another. I will figure this out. I can't love anyone else after this. Next person I meet says things like, "I live with five people, or I don't drive, or My parents pay my bills....will get the block button. I am trying to get myself under control and to have this stress is aggravating.
Monday, May 11, 2015
Truth About Butch Lesbians and gender identifying.
Let me just say this before I begin. Women are a gift and can be a curse too. However when it comes to the sexuality of women things become complicated. I think the reasons why Scientist cannot decipher the sexuality of women is because we are Unique. For example, Men who are born gay is found to be a hormone in the womb of the mother to be responsible for this. However, Women are not the same.
Which leads me to believe Women are naturally bisexual. We can procreate and enjoy the sexual pleasures of our own sex. If we can masturbate ourselves and fantasize about different things, especially men who is to say we can't have sex with men?
I also think a lot of the times gender confusion and sexual identity is separate from preferring the same sex. I think a lot of women who dress like men have issues with their identity. Almost similar to women who transgender into men. Just not as severe. So if a woman who dresses like a man or has manly characteristics may see themselves as a male but still enjoy the sexual pleasures of a man.
Now, it would be excellent if their were self-help groups for transgender and women who prefer to be butch/stud. Some say let's not put a label on it...but...Society doesn't see it that way. We all have our own preferences and while I am all for LGBT support and same-sex marriage...I want to know what is in my Girlfriend's head when she likes to shave her head into a mohawk and wear men colognes.
I love Butch women but don't become confused with yourself and when your femme partner decides to decipher every part of your being. If you're a true lesbian, stick to it. Don't tell every single chick you're with that every male sexual encounter was rape and you didn't want it.
These type of issues are a form of sexual dysfunction. I myself can say I had pleasurable experiences with men on a sexual level. I just know what I like and I am not ashamed to admit it. But it seems to me Butch women have serious issues with their identity. And so being a woman is not something they enjoy. They want to be identical to a man, and may even envy the power a man holds. (distorted thinking).
Which leads me to believe Women are naturally bisexual. We can procreate and enjoy the sexual pleasures of our own sex. If we can masturbate ourselves and fantasize about different things, especially men who is to say we can't have sex with men?
I also think a lot of the times gender confusion and sexual identity is separate from preferring the same sex. I think a lot of women who dress like men have issues with their identity. Almost similar to women who transgender into men. Just not as severe. So if a woman who dresses like a man or has manly characteristics may see themselves as a male but still enjoy the sexual pleasures of a man.
Now, it would be excellent if their were self-help groups for transgender and women who prefer to be butch/stud. Some say let's not put a label on it...but...Society doesn't see it that way. We all have our own preferences and while I am all for LGBT support and same-sex marriage...I want to know what is in my Girlfriend's head when she likes to shave her head into a mohawk and wear men colognes.
I love Butch women but don't become confused with yourself and when your femme partner decides to decipher every part of your being. If you're a true lesbian, stick to it. Don't tell every single chick you're with that every male sexual encounter was rape and you didn't want it.
These type of issues are a form of sexual dysfunction. I myself can say I had pleasurable experiences with men on a sexual level. I just know what I like and I am not ashamed to admit it. But it seems to me Butch women have serious issues with their identity. And so being a woman is not something they enjoy. They want to be identical to a man, and may even envy the power a man holds. (distorted thinking).
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