Wednesday, August 17, 2011


I  am extremely tired and worn out I had hours of intense sex. My  boyfriend and I have cheated on each other and I found out the details of him and how he manipulated a 19 yr old girl into sex with him. We were arguing about it, loins were throbbing. I liked it, I admit it. I enjoyed knowing he thrusted his fingers into this girl and made her wet. emotionally I was jealous and angry. But I want to get past this feeling and learn to accept the enjoyments of sex. I realized, he wants longer and more orgasms and sex sessions.

After being together for four years things became dull. We needed to spice it up. So I told him, if you get the urge go out and get it. And I'll give it to you as well if you demand it. And today we did multiple times and no condom. I know I'm risking myself, but I like it, I am thirty years old and nothing else pleases me more than to have perverted sex with my sexually addicted boyfriend. I am too, becoming sexually addicted. As I talk about it, I want it again. He has given me a total of 10 orgasms. Four internal orgasms from his deep and consistent thrust, which hit my G-spot always and two from oral. Then the rest I gave myself while riding him or thrusting my pelvis and grinding into him while in missionary. I want to be sexual all the time not just a few times a week.

I find it hard to believe couples who have been married for 25 + years have NEVER  experienced cuckquean, cuckold, threesomes, orgies, taboo incest, bestiality, S&M.  I have seen people who are married that don't fulfill the urges of each other end up broken and cheated. Life experiences are sexual. I mean look at the vast majority of sex. We need sex to rejuvenate our minds. I am relaxed and hoping to enjoy my sex life. I am not looking for a lifetime partner I have found that,  realize now I was loving prematurely and not looking for my preference in the right places.

I want to be with someone who is "perverted" because it completes me sexually. And while he cheats sexually it gives me room to love others. If he gave me all the love I need I wouldn't want friends, pets and kids. And that would be selfish of him, wouldn't it? You have to share the love amongst everyone. THAT is what life is about. Marriage is a selfish way of life. It keeps two people together away from society so they can't show everyone how love is made, tell me that is not evil.

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