Sunday, November 1, 2015

Taking breaks and making mistakes.

It's been awhile since I've written on here. I left Rochester two years ago and couldn't be any happier in that retrospect. Almost done with College and off to a four-year College. I have busted my ass to get where I am. Still no kids or anything dumb like that. I'm not having kids just to feed the need of society. 

I am in another relationship; same-sex relationship. And I keep finding these frickin' losers. It's like no one wants to be productive and figure things out for themselves. I keep getting into connections with people who have no foundation, makes excuses or simply, flat-out don't care about moving up in life to better themselves. I am no mother to any Adult. I refuse to do this again.

I will find a way to remove this parasite out of my life. I removed one, only to gain another. I will figure this out. I can't love anyone else after this. Next person I meet says things like, "I live with five people, or I don't drive, or My parents pay my bills....will get the block button. I am trying to get myself under control and to have this stress is aggravating.