Sunday, June 30, 2013

TLC - No Scrubs ( Official )


A scrub is a guy that thinks he's fly
And is also known as a buster
Always talkin about what he wants
And just sits on his broke ass, so

No, I don't want your number
No, I don't wanna give you mine, and
No, I don't wanna meet you nowhere
No, I don't want none of your time, and

No, I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holla at me
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holla at me

But a scrub's checkin' me but his game is kinda weak
And I know that he cannot approach me
'Cause I'm lookin like class and he's looking like trash
Can't get wit a deadbeat ass

No, I don't want your number
No, I don't wanna give you mine, and
No, I don't wanna meet you nowhere
No, I don't want none of your time

No, I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holla at me
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holla at me

If you don't have a car and you're walking
Oh yes, son
I'm talking to you
If you live at home with your momma
Oh yes, son
I'm talking to you
If you have a shorty but you don't show love
Oh yes, son
I'm talking to you
Wanna get with me with no money
Oh no
I don't want no, oh

No scrub, no scrub
No, no, no scrub
No, no, no, no
No scrub, no, no

See?
If you can not spacially expand my horizons
Then that leaves you in the class with a scrub never risin'
I don't find a surprise
And if you don't have the G's to please me
And bounce from here to the course of all the seas
So, let me give you something to think about
Inundate your mind with intentions to turn you out
Can't forget to focus on the picture in front of me
I do it clear as DVD on digital TV screens
Satisfy my appetite with something spectacular
Check your vernacular, and then I'll get back to ya
With diamond-like precision
Insatiable is what I invision
Can't detect acquisition on your friend's expedition
Mr. Big Willie, if ya really wanna know
Ask Chilli, could I be a Silly Ho
Not with T-boz and all my seƱoritas
Steppin' on your fellas but you don't hear me though

No, I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holla at me
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holla at me

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

The Fray - How to save a life (lyrics)



Here it comesThe unavoidable sunWhere's my head?And what the hell have I done?And you knowI don't remember a thingI don't remember a thing
So I'm dumbAm I placating the numb?Should I fold?Cut off my tongueSo you sayApparently I'm digging it inI can't feelA thing
And you've wonSo I'll go bury my headIn the groundYet I will lose what I saidIn the sound of the wordsAnd the numb that it bringsNow I can't feelA thing
Here it comes
The unavoidable sumOf what's just happenedAnd what's been doneAnd you knowI don't remember a thingI don't rememberA thing
But it keeps on coming and I stopBut it keeps on coming and I stopBut it keeps on coming and I stopBut it keeps on coming and I stopBut it keeps on coming and IJust stand still but it keeps on coming and IJust stop moving but it keeps coming itKeeps on coming so I start running and IstopBut it keeps on coming and IJust stand still but it keeps on coming and IJust stop moving but it keeps coming itKeeps on coming so I start running and IstopBut it keeps on coming and IJust stand still but it keeps on coming and IJust stop moving but it keeps coming itKeeps on coming so I start running and Istop...

Crazy Professor

Have you ever had one of those? A Crazy college professor, the ones who put over 300 pages of work in one day? Well I have. And it isn't stopping any time soon. This lady is a nutjob. Not only is she obsessed with British Literature, she is also a right wing feminist. She takes away 30% of our grade on an Essay that was supposed to be based on one of the 1,000 Women freedom fanatics she "taught" us about. 

      I was about to lose my head when she gave us  5-minute timed Quizzes. Then the Quiz website couldn't handle all the tasks it was given and decided not to save my work (I screenshot this error) and so my Professor says, "I will credit you base on your answers given here to me via email." So I did that, no grade as of yet. I when I was given a 55 on my Essay my grade fell 66%, I flipped out. I told her it has been two weeks and no grade change and now my grade is a 66% a complete insult. I told her I would report her to the Dean and so my quizzes were graded accordingly. People don't understand this, but we have rights as students. There is a reason why Monroe Community College is failing as far as Professors go. They don't know what the HELL they're doing! The Faculty is losing their state funding because they're lacking in teaching department. A lot of them pompous self-entitled pricks. Yesterday the Governor was here at the MCC college I wonder why? Maybe because they want to know why the funding is so high. $1,500.00 for a semester in tuition ONLY. That doesn't cover the parking fees and other extremities.

  My grade was fixed some of the work was graded. Now today she post a general email about how all of failed our Essays and how she apologizes and wishes us the best of luck on the last week and we have another Essay coming. Oh boy, looks like we will all fail her class. And I guarantee you I will send rate my professor to all the students and encourage them to be honest and rate her truthfully. 

Most of these kids in Monroe County are naive and stupid. They just do whatever everyone else does and lie through their teeth. Knowing full well 90% of the faculty is a lost cause to teaching a higher Education. I was wonder why only 30% of MCC students graduated and 56% of students are on Academic probation for failing grades. And the rest of the students are either dropping out or switching to another College. I have looked at other colleges throughout the states and it appears the Florida has the best rated community colleges and the best high school graduation rates. 

New york State is the worst in tuition fees and the worst in graduation in minority schools. So this tells me what I need to know, Get the fuck out. If I want to obtain any type of degree. I have to take two math classes, can't take them online. I have to go into the stupid college and sit in front of a class and do it. So once that is done I am finished with my program. Then I can transfer to a Florida College and move forward with my life. 

I want to take a Grammar class to help me with my run in sentences and fragments, for some odd reason MCC doesn't have a Grammar class for liberal arts. whatever suck my tits, MCC.

Friday, June 21, 2013

The Anglo-Saxon women of Rochester, NY/ Corrupted Monroe County

The moment is today where I begin my Journey of pure truth and nothing but the truth. I am going to discuss the White Women of Rochester NY. And their self entitlement to things that surround them. I am beginning to noticed how men act the same way but the women are the worst. For example if you're driving in your lane onto the highway to merge and traffic is no where near you all of a sudden a car up ahead is zooming and decided randomly to just switch in the lane you needed to get over ...and when you finally get in you see the lady driving, typical fake blonde with petite shape nose in the air just driving like her Daddy owns the highways of Monroe County. Then you see her switch back over to the lane she was in originally. No reason for Miss Rebecca Lily to do such a move in the first place. But she feels she is entitled to do this. People like her are here in Rochester and will always remain. They don't want to blend in with society and make room for other races to make things happen. It is an obsession of purity they think in their minds this is their world.

What about how things are run here in Rochester. 

Emergency Housing
Ok, for example if someone is homeless and disabled the Government requires the person to be helped. The rules apply to the whole New York State, so a person heads to a shelter for assistance and is given a bed and  three meals a day along with DHS to help provide housing and proper plans on helping the person get permanent housing. Well guess what? This is how Social Services does things

1. On the 1st of every month (if you receive disability) you are kicked out of the shelter.
2. No treatment plans or DHS is providing you with a program to help you manage your rent. 
3. People in Domestic Violence situations are forced back to their abusers if they have SSI.
And if you don't answer to the staff the way they want they can kick you out for whatever reason. 

That's what happened to me five years ago.  But I fought back. I went to my computer looked for managers anyone who was in charge of emergency housing and next thing I know the "red block" that sanctions persons with disabilities was removed and I was placed in housing. And I was eligible for 30% income because I was legally disabled. But somehow Rochester thinks they're exempt from following the law.

Apartments that are inhumane to live in

When you come into the city of Rochester most apartments are damaged, roaches or plain destroyed  Ceilings caving in, roaches everywhere, holes in the ceiling, and the walls. I've seen it all. And these places can charge $450.00 a month to live in! I'm not kidding. When my husband and I split up I needed a place quick and so I paid $450.00 to move into this apartment. The landlord straight up lied and said he was going to fix the ceiling and the dishwasher. Never happened, what did happen after month of moving in, The ceiling caved in. I was horrified. I ran out of there left my stuff and moved in with my boyfriends family out in the suburbs. 

College Admissions barrier

When I applied for College I had taken a ABT testing that is for persons with a disability. And with that test I can still come to College but begin a college course at a lower level than some other students. Only one course I needed in that department and that was Math. So I legally was allowed to take the test with a calculator. Well, I passed the test in 2010 and I decided to wait coming to school so I can have a good place to live and be able to focus on my studies. I was told the test was good for life. (it was) However, when I went to apply of 2011 this woman named Amy decided I wasn't qualified because Obama passed a law that says persons with ABT testing will not be funded by student aid and you'll need to pay your own way as of July 1, 2011. This was only February 2011. 

I was eligible for Summer courses and I would be all set. But Amy said, "No. Sorry you'll need to take the test again." I knew she was trying to prevent me from going to school. Any opportunity for a disabled negro to be denied schooling, this was Amy's chance. When you first step into miss Amy's office her room is a pink color, her desk is covered with anglosaxon memorabilia and her blond kids and blond husband. No lie. So you knew she was one of those types. She had a fake smile across her face and her blue eyes were cold and distant. I knew she was here to belittle me and try to get me to feel horrible and run off and never come here asking for admission to a stupid Community College.

So when she told me on the phone before our interview how I needed to take the test again. I explained, if I take this test again I would not be eligible for financial assistance. She tried to lie and say, "it's up to the financial aid office" I was sure she was trying to get me to take it again so when I try to come into the school the state would say, No can do. Now I hung up with her after she said, "let me speak to my supervisor about letting you in." and I knew in her voice she was lying. So I waited. No more than 15 minutes she calls with that condescending over tone, "No, sorry you will have to take it again." 

I hung up on her and cried. I was so angry. I had to get answers, this couldn't be legal. So I decided who was to know about College rights better than Department Of Ed? I called them for at least an hour I spoke with the kind lady on the phone I cried and she looked at my paperwork (THe ABT test) and said, this test is good for life. Because this wasn't an accuplacer test, where you take it whenever you need admissions. 

This was a test verifying to the state of new york that I was eligible to receive a degree. I was so happy to hear this, so I said I need some proof to bring to lily Amy. she said, Ok go on chat someone will show me my rights and I was grandfathered in for receiving Financial Aid. I did all of this! I was so happy I was sure Lily Amy wasn't going ot back down on this one. 

So I emailed her and surprise she wanted a visit. So here I was in her office waiting as she looked over the transcripts from FASFA and Student Aid. She said, oh if we admit you we could be fined and blah blah. I told her, ok let's call the US dept. of education. You should've seen her face, she knew I wasn't stupid. So she said, "I'll call you and let you know." She did the same thing as before. She said, "no."

So at my last will, I contacted the head of Admissions and sent all the transcripts via email. And told him how Lily Amy wasn't giving into my rights. He quickly sent one sentence

"You are now a matriculated student at MCC. Take a math course and glad to have you."

My jaw hit the floor. I was ecstatic I had won my rights!! I kept thinking how many people with disabilities in Monroe county were treated this way? And were believing little Amy lily bitch? So to my happiness I gloated as I emailed Amy lily and said, "Thank you for my admissions, it was a pleasure to have met you." Assumingly she was fuming and said, "make sure you take a math course."That was all she said. HA. I see her from time to time in the hallway and she acts as if she doesn't remember who I am. Yeah, right. How can you forget someone you racially mistreated? And the person won? ha.

These are the things I've dealt with. It's more than what is being said here but I don't want to go into more detail maybe next time. 

Section 8, Shelter plus regulations not regulated in Monroe County

Section 8 is a program for people who have low income. Shelter Plus is for people with low income and disabilities. Well I was told shelter plus cannot be transferred to other counties or states. I was willing to accept anything at the time to help me. So I took the program. And  then I emailed HUD for Buffalo, NY. And they never returned my call after two conversations. I spoke to a woman, Margaret. She seemed respectful and kind. until she avoided my calls and emails. I became frustrated. So I went to the head of HUD chairperson. And she was kind and a strong woman, I am not going to mention her name. She put me on a list to receive Section 8! I didn't know until I got the letter from my local HUD office. So now I can transfer to any state I want. I worked hard to fight for my rights as a legal disabled person. And I also found out you can move to another state with Shelter plus upon discretion of the local housing authority. 

The problem with Monroe County is, no one knows what to do. A lot of these case workers for places like Housing Authority, Volunteers of America, Salvation Army they are just small time people just doing paper work and admitting people into programs. And they don't know the codes and legal rights of persons with disabilities. They assume the word, NO is the correct answer. This county should be called, MonroNO county. The education graduation is at its lowest. more and more people are dropping out especially African American and Latino and not continuing the Education. 

So the Willie Lynch rules are still applying to negroes.  But some of us cannot be broken. :-)
I wanted to move to Connecticut. But like I said before I want to move to Florida. I am going to most likely, but the fear of Brown Recluse and Black Widow spiders is what gets me freaking out. So I am going to prepare myself and make sure I have a good place to live in and does not have infestations, if I do see brown recluses I will set traps and buy bug sprays and kill them instantly. 

My ex is moving to Florida...oh boy. She is my black Widow, so beautiful, so toxic.

"In Too Deep" by Genesis


All that time I was searching, nowhere to run to, it started me
Thinking,
Wondering what I could make of my life, and whod be waiting,
Asking all kinds of questions, to myself, but never finding the answers,
Crying at the top of my voice, and no one listening,
All this time, I still remember everything you said
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.

Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but Im playing for keeps,
Although I need you, Im not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but Im in too deep.

So listen, listen to me,
Ooh you must believe me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me,
But I don't know why.

Ooh I know you're going, but I can't believe
Its the way that you're leaving,
Its like we never knew each other at all, it may be my fault,
I gave you too many reasons, being alone, when I didn't want to
I thought you'd always be there, I almost believed you,
All this time, I still remember everything you said, oh
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget.

Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but Im playing for keeps,
Although I need you, Im not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but Im in too deep.

So listen, listen to me,
I can feel your eyes go thru me

It seems Ive spent too long
Only thinking about myself - oh
Now I want to spend my life
Just caring bout somebody else.

Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but Im playing for keeps,
Although I need you, Im not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but Im in too deep.

You know I love you, but I just can't take this,
You know I love you, but Im playing for keeps,
Although I need you, Im not gonna make this,
You know I want to, but Im in too deep...

Thursday, June 20, 2013

The Fray - How To Save A Life


How To Save A Life"

Step one – you say, "We need to talk."
He walks, you say, "Sit down. It's just a talk."
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
'Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
Pray to God, he hears you
And I pray to God, he hears you

And where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

How to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

How to save a life

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Stalking me all the way to Florida.

So my ex has been secretly stalking me on social sites probably this blog too. All of a sudden her and her vermin are traveling to Florida to live. The Fuck? Why? So you can rob more people and cause more pain, she is a walking trojan horse. I am waiting... because I am NOT living anywhere near this Animal.