Saturday, July 20, 2013

M.I.A. - Bad Girls

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Peaches - Fuck the Pain Away



"Fuck The Pain Away"

Sucking on my titties like you wanted me
Calling me, all the time like Blondie 
Check out my chrissy behind
It's fine all of the time 
Like sex on the beaches
What else is in the teaches of peaches? Huh? What?

Sucking' on my titties like you wanted me
Calling me, all the time like Blondie 
Check out my chrissy behind
It's fine all of the time
What else is in the teaches of peaches?
Like sex on the beaches, Huh? What?

Huh? Right. What? Uhh
Huh? What? Right. Uhh

Huh? What? Right. Uhh
Huh? What? Right. Uhh

SIS IUD, stay in school 'cause it's the best
IUD SIS, stay in school 'cause it's the best
IUD SIS, stay in school 'cause it's the best
IUD SIS, stay in school 'cause it's the best

Sucking' on my titties like you wanted me
Calling me, all the time like Blondie 
Check out my chrissy behind
It's fine all of the time
Like sex on the beaches
What else is in the teaches of peaches? Huh? What?

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away

Huh? What? Right. Uhh
Huh? What? Right. Uhh
What else in the teaches of peaches?
Like sex on the beaches
Huh? What? Right. Uhh

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away




Eminem - Buffalo Bill



"Buffalo Bill"


[20 seconds of background noise]
"It fits, perfect"

[Eminem]
Better watch out, sucka now I gotcha where I want ya
Onslaught, comin and I'm packin in my lunch up
Bunch of, missile launchers and a bunch of contra-
-band, van full of ganja, now come on jump
Man stop, mashin Marshall on my gotcha
Doin the cha-cha and the cucaracha with a quadra-
-plegic, boogeyin down to Frank Sinatra
Lindsay to the Lohan naked while you let me watch ya
Who'da knew the buddah do to me what it's done
Such cynicism when this isn't in my system
Blunt hypnotism, lift the spliff up to my lips son
So much on my hands I got to give my kids a fist bump
Christo-pher Reeves swimmin in my swim trunks
"Mister, help me" 's what he said to me and then sunk
Women skinning and then cutting them up in chunks
In comes the woman with cocoa butter skin once

[Chorus: Eminem]
Once again they call me Buffalo Bill
Buffalo Bill, Buffa-Buffalo Bill
Skin 'em up, hem 'em, sew 'em up in those kilts
Up in those kilts, uppa-up in those kilts
Man you don't want to go up in those hills
Up in those hills, uppa-up in those hills
You better beware, stay clear of Buffalo Bill
Buffalo Bill, Buffa-Buffalo Bill

[Eminem]
Always, you can see him lurkin in the hallways
Carcasses of Caucasian females in his crawl space
How the hell did he fit 'em all into such a small place
Hide 'em in the wall, well how long will the drywall take?
Well fuck it then, I got nothing but time, I'll wait
Until it dries for the moment I guess you're all safe
After I sand it and buff it I guess that I'll paint
My chainsaw's out of gas, my regular saw ain't
Now here I come again, damn stomach rumblin
You can even hear the evil spirits comin from within
Someone's in, the back of my damn house rummagin
It's a girl, she looks pretty thin, but I want to skin
Been, on the hunt again; when, will it ever end?
Evelyn, why you tryin to fight? You will never win
Severin, legs, arms, damn there goes another limb
Pull the lever then, trapdoor, death is evident

[Chorus]

[Eminem]
Now what you know about Buffalo Bill? Nothin so chill
Fuckin whore you better fuckin hold still
Make sure none of that, lotion in the bucket don't spill
Cut 'em, gut 'em and just keep to stuffin those girls
Man I think she had enough of those pills
Sedate her then I'll wait, I'll come back later just to clutch on those steel
Blades, baby when I cut ya don't squeal
I hate the loud noises, I fuckin told you!
I keep hearin voices like wouldn't ya like to go and get your butcher knife
And push it right through her while you put ya shish-kabob skewers
Into her, barbecue her or would you do to her
What you usually do to a girl who's skin's newer?
[as Yoda] "In a world of sin you are, this is turnin into a
Torment tournament of sorts, Christmas ornament you are!"
I'll be sure to Ginsu ya 'til there's no more skin to ya
Boo-yah, who ya think you're fuckin with; duck because here he comes again

[Chorus]

Thursday, July 11, 2013

Getting in touch

I have been getting in touch with old friends from back home and one guy. The first guy I ever made out with and he was exceptional, oh he was so good. I just wish he was the guy I lost my virginity too, this how I feel now. I don't know how I would feel if I actually got to know him as an adult, ideas and fantasies sound so good in your head, until reality hits. I am a New England girl and will shout it from the mountain tops! I am not from the hills of Monroe County I wasn't born from a cow, like most of these people. So I am trying to figure out what do I do now, do I go to him and see if there is anything there between us? We spoke for like an hour I felt flushed and hot. I never feel that way, is it my hormones? I feel like I want to breed I know it sounds gross but to me it makes sense. I want kids now. Why? I don't know. I am ready to bear the pain, hand em' over, blue eye man

Mediterranean men are dangerous, aloof and non sentimental when it comes to Women's values and self respect. They still women as possessions and assets. I am not interested in that.

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Great News!

I am currently looking for places I want to move to and found two so far. I am making plans to go there and look at the places and then fill out an Application to where I want to go to. This is a process and can take up to 6 months for everything to be pushed through. I just hope it is better than here, I see some people have lived in CT and never moved. I am from there and deserve to go back home. I think I have lived here for so long that it changed my views on things.

On another note...my ex liked my wallpost on a FB profile I don't even really use. Kinda weary, don't know where this comes from and what to expect. I like my freedom and I like what I have and want to keep it. Thanks.

Monday, July 8, 2013

Not going to do it

I am so sick of your face, EVERYDAY you show up here like a homeless man looking for a place to drop in during the day. You should go to an actual homeless shelter and hang out there. What are you going to do when your parents are deceased? I am pretty sure your younger brother isn't going to stick around and watch you. Time for a change indefinitely; I am not taking your sorry, broke- ass with me anywhere. I have too many things to do and work on. I am tired I have my last week of class and you're just making things difficult for me. Your rotted teeth are an embarrassment, I can't have you walking around with me to professional restaurants or a place of business such as apartment searching looking like a class A bum off of 8th Ave in manhattan. I had cavities and some root canals done because I knew I would like you. I took care of them, I was scared, yes. But what motivated me was you. Wanna know the two reasons?

1. I saw the yellow, brown rotted spots on your teeth and swollen gums and became disgusted instantly. I don't want others to feel that way about me and I am fat so that won't help me. And the way you smile like you have a confidence that is fictional. What are you so confident about? That I am here and you live off of me?

2. When you texted me saying, "You're a grown woman, no need to be scared of a dentist." That line was super surprising coming from a man who lives off his parents, sleeps on a dirty mattress with no sheets, filled up with garbage surrounding him, toenails so dirty; I want to vomit. Asked you time and time again to take a fucking shower. All you do is smile super hard and show me your infected teeth and swollen gums, looks like rotten pomegranates. I don't deserve this, I deserve a good man I am not doing this anymore. Fuck Rochester's dirty codependent men and lying whores.

I am leaving you forever. I will never come back for you, I may write or text,but that is it. I will not allow you to live with me unless you change. Get a dentist, fix your teeth, learn to shower everyday or wash your hair and feet if anything. Obtain a College degree of some type so when you finally look for work you can have it all. With the intelligence you alleged to have you could've done something great with yourself. Get off of Suboxone, gain weight and maybe then I will try again. But I highly doubt any of those things will obscure.

I tried, I tried to make it work, I felt like if I just try and change him, or give him things he will adapt to my world. But no, he is everything I don't want. So it is about that time for me to move on. I am ready to do that. I am going to go now I have work to do.

(WTF MIX) DJ BL3ND-Come to the darkside we have cookies!!

Pop it like you mean it

So I passed my other English class with an 80% that is a solid B. And I am up late because I gotta exercise my sugar is higher than heaven. I have been wanting to have sex with my old friend from Valleyhead, we have been texting online and I like her. She turns me on but somehow while we were talking she stopped. Maybe I wasn't what she wanted, ok I am going to go but before I do I wish AKIN would STOP fucking texting me EVERY TWO SECONDS. I just want to relax and chill and wank off to some awesome porn, but of course not. That can't happen he is such a loser. rotted teeth, no shower same story. I went to the dentist, and I fixed my cavity, two more to go and I am done :-) I want to look sexy.  Oh yeah, I want what I can get. I wish I could fix Akin, make him the way I want whether he is happy or not. How can he not be happy with what I have planned? seriously.