Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had




What goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),

What goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby)

I say what goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),

What goes around comes back around...


There was a time

I thought, that you did everything right,
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No lies, no wrong,

Boy I must have been out of my mind


So when I think of the time that I almost loved you

You showed your ass and I, I saw the real you!

Thank God you blew it,
Thank God I dodged the bullet,
I'm so over you
So baby go lookin' out!

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad,
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
You turned out to be the best thing I never had,
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had,
Oh yeah, I bet it sucks to be you right now!

So sad, you're hurt,
Boo hoo, oh did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears,
I guess that's why they ain't there,
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you,
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you!

Thank God you blew it,
Oh thank God I dodged the bullet,
I'm so over you,
Baby go lookin' out!


[Chorus]
I wanted you bad,
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
I say, you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Hmm and I'll never be the best thing you never had,
Oh baby I bet it sucks to be you right now!

I know you want me back,
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away,
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life,
Thank God I found the good in goodbye!

[Chorus]
Oh I used to want you so bad!
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
And I will always be the best thing you never had,
Ouhh best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad!
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Ouh I'll never be the best thing you never had,
Ohh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now!

(What goes around comes back around),
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now,
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now,
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now.

Still thinking of you

I am sitting here taking care of business and cannot get him out of my head...why? I am trying so hard to do things normally without him in my head whenever I think of him I feel the acid in my stomach splashing around giving me gastritis. I have always been attracted to dark personalities and he seems different but...not so much. I need to do something else I am sure he could care less about me.  He made it very clear to me via text that he was not interested in me. I have never chased someone like this. He is still in his mid-twenties I am thirty-one with my own place maybe a twenty yr.old is typical for him I dunno...I think of his sexy smile and can't get over him. He wont answer my text ..nada..zilt

Monday, February 6, 2012

A slap in the face...AGAIN.

So we hit the wall again. And this time I won. I didn't give into sex I knew he wanted sex and when I didn't give it to him he texted me saying he was no longer interested. I must be a sexual object and when men find out I am more than that they just leave me alone. If I want just sex, I'll give you a call.