Still thinking of you

I am sitting here taking care of business and cannot get him out of my head...why? I am trying so hard to do things normally without him in my head whenever I think of him I feel the acid in my stomach splashing around giving me gastritis. I have always been attracted to dark personalities and he seems different but...not so much. I need to do something else I am sure he could care less about me.  He made it very clear to me via text that he was not interested in me. I have never chased someone like this. He is still in his mid-twenties I am thirty-one with my own place maybe a twenty yr.old is typical for him I dunno...I think of his sexy smile and can't get over him. He wont answer my text ..nada..zilt