And still waiting on that anticipated phone call

I am still waiting for that phone call from Kris. Yeah, I stayed up until 2am hoping she'll call I had the phone next to me like a sad, pathetic loser. I wrote her on two separate profiles in hopes to get in touch with her and yet...the only reason we got ahold of each other is because I went ALL the way to Syracuse to her last known address which happens to be her sister's address. Her sister didn't open the door someone else did then quickly shut it because we were complete strangers to them. I thought if I just ask a neighbor just to be sure. And none of them knew who Kris was, or pretended not to. So after going down the steps I felt a sense of panic and wanted to rip my heart out and ask it to stop pounding so hard for a woman I haven't seen in over 15 yrs. My heart just cried harder. Well My sister brought her smeagol with her who was the most annoying creature I ever met. She looks ghastly and has a chip on her shoulder about everything. The car battery stopped working so the neighbor helped us and I gave her my number to call me if Kris shows up and on my way back to shitty Rochester I got a facebook message from guess who? Yup. Kris. I was livid, I was howling like a coyote and my sister's was being a bitch about her car, her car not balancing right despite the fact the wind was going really fast. It is only a an hr and half drive. So Kris seemed confused about everything and happy too wanted to know if we were still there and so I told her no I drove home. She then said she would contact me via cell and quickly text me and how did I get her sister's address and ups and downs. Then she said "I won't be on very long I need your number please contact me blah blah blah...". I was so happy told her "please don't lose contact with me, I miss you so much." I cried as I wrote her...then the messages ceased. I felt that familiar feeling of my heart sinking back to its usual position of hopelessness. I realized then we may never see each other unless I make the move. I waited for this alleged text message or call and nothing came through. I felt sad and hurt. Then it dawned on me she is in a CONTROLLED relationship and doesn't have a car it what she told me. And no phone. So I am going to have ask myself this, when she sent me those messages she did it through a mobile phone....who's phone was it? Her girlfriends? Possibly. I will see her, even if we go to a bar or close to where she is I will go.