Okay I know people are different, I get it. But to me when dating you have to be able to channel with each other. If you can't channel into each others energy, how do you expect to be spiritually connected? These are the things I ask about my near ending relationship. I like to be in a relationship because I like the bonding. But if it is all about sex and no connection then I want out. Who wants to be with someone they can't socially rely on or at least to bring them up spiritually and mentally? What kind of person doesn't think of other people when they're dating? Why is everything so far away; but yet so close?
When do we grow apart when at one point we felt so close? Is it when you start to know someone? How about people who get married to someone they don't know and then later on they fight and yell because the familiarity of the other person is becoming too real and not what you wanted? We feel like its love when we connect, but is it really? We love only so much in this life, and move on from other people because the energy with that person is depleted. Do we forget the ones we really loved no matter how bad things were?
I still love the same woman after 15 years. She speaks to me but only vaguely. I feel the love in my heart was always genuine and even though she has done things that I don't approve of and vice versa I still feel the love. She told me once in 2011 she didn't love me and never will. I left that feeling at the door. I asked her about it recently and she never replied despite the fact she contacted me via cell. I have to ask myself why is she communicating at all? Sometimes people have motives and are not genuine even though the other person means well and is always supportive through good and bad times. Some people could give a flying shit on how you feel. It is more of a gain on personal wealth that some people prosper from. Its greed. Something you can't have afterlife.
I think materialistic wealth or assets is something you're supposed to share among the living. And then when you pass on you share it with others. The wealth is supposed to bring people closer and make you more appreciative of the physical elements provided to you temporarily. The dollar value is fictional and was meant to trick us to become overly zealous and greedy. If you ever look into all the things God gave us it was purely innocent and loved.
If you love God, like I do I am not into a particular faith at the moment but if I do go back to God I choose Catholic only because I never felt pressured to be anything I am not. I was raised to love God and remember the things he does for me daily. I keep loving those who are empty inside, the ones I loved I try to to transfer gods love unto them. It never really seems to work and I end up being consumed by their mental games and pursuits of lust. I can't say I am not responsible for any of it I do have a perverted mind. But I like to be in channel with my sexual being, which is the flesh of my body which is also a sin because its carnal. And afterlife you do not crave for your flesh, why? Because afterlife is euphoric nothing is as good as being close to the creator.
When do we grow apart when at one point we felt so close? Is it when you start to know someone? How about people who get married to someone they don't know and then later on they fight and yell because the familiarity of the other person is becoming too real and not what you wanted? We feel like its love when we connect, but is it really? We love only so much in this life, and move on from other people because the energy with that person is depleted. Do we forget the ones we really loved no matter how bad things were?
I still love the same woman after 15 years. She speaks to me but only vaguely. I feel the love in my heart was always genuine and even though she has done things that I don't approve of and vice versa I still feel the love. She told me once in 2011 she didn't love me and never will. I left that feeling at the door. I asked her about it recently and she never replied despite the fact she contacted me via cell. I have to ask myself why is she communicating at all? Sometimes people have motives and are not genuine even though the other person means well and is always supportive through good and bad times. Some people could give a flying shit on how you feel. It is more of a gain on personal wealth that some people prosper from. Its greed. Something you can't have afterlife.
I think materialistic wealth or assets is something you're supposed to share among the living. And then when you pass on you share it with others. The wealth is supposed to bring people closer and make you more appreciative of the physical elements provided to you temporarily. The dollar value is fictional and was meant to trick us to become overly zealous and greedy. If you ever look into all the things God gave us it was purely innocent and loved.
If you love God, like I do I am not into a particular faith at the moment but if I do go back to God I choose Catholic only because I never felt pressured to be anything I am not. I was raised to love God and remember the things he does for me daily. I keep loving those who are empty inside, the ones I loved I try to to transfer gods love unto them. It never really seems to work and I end up being consumed by their mental games and pursuits of lust. I can't say I am not responsible for any of it I do have a perverted mind. But I like to be in channel with my sexual being, which is the flesh of my body which is also a sin because its carnal. And afterlife you do not crave for your flesh, why? Because afterlife is euphoric nothing is as good as being close to the creator.
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