Friday, August 17, 2012

Misbehaved Children/hate rabbits

If a Teenager is out of control parents send them to reform schools such as WWASPS programs.
Now, I heard some tragedies have occurred here and so it appears it is doing more harm than good.
I was a child who ended up in Foster care in similar programs without the harsh punishments. It made me realize how to NOT trust people and not to accumulate interest in activities that can lead to me being in jail or some form of institution.

You learn to clean behind yourself, build a life for yourself and loving people is hard. But knowing how to get to the next level is based on your prevalences in life.
If you never knew this, know it now choices are yours to make. Just because you were raped as a child, or physically abused and neglected doesn't mean you can torture others and forget about yourself. I was abused, and no I don't have parents but you don't see me getting high on crack and destroying other peoples lives. I do have a problem with connecting with others. I don't know how. And honestly why should I? I do regret not knowing what it takes to build a wolf pack from scratch. I could procreate but my biological functions are not in order.

Every time I do get involved with someone he/she is fucking nuts. I am tired of meeting people who are
self harming and drug induced. I cannot fathom how someone can be so fixated on drugs and harming those around them for no good reason. I have a sister who is wrapped in her own head. I offer her a      place to stay for a few weeks and she overstays her welcome by not focusing at the task on hand. She makes her problems my problems and wonders why I snap. She is on medication for mental illness and just stays in my house all day, no motivation. I had given her a deadline and she ignored it.

My on/off boyfriend is just as peculiar, he sits there everyday and gets on my fucking nerves. He argues with me every chance he gets. He holds no communication skills. I have no patience for him today I felt like stabbing him with my kitchen knife on his hand. Stop touching me, stop gawking over me saying how beautiful I am when I don't care to hear that from you. It doesn't ring an emotional connection, I feel annoyed let me give you an example: I woke up to feed my female rabbit, Meelah. her bowls were empty so I went in to clean them and she bit the LIVING SHIT out of my hand, it drew blood. I didn't understand why she did that so I threw water on her head. I was deviated.

He woke up asked me what happened and I told him, "She bit me!" I've never mistreated her I've always been good to her. She has been biting people for no reason and honestly I can't handle it anymore. So I decided to remove her from my home she is stressing me out more than needed. She is aggressive with heelow my male rabbit. He defends himself quite often by chasing her and terrorizing her giving her a taste of her own medicine, which honestly I laugh at because she is a nasty bitch.
So anyway, after she bit me I went ahead and needed my phone and so A had his stupid suitcase he chugs around with him on the floor spread opened with no place to walk, so I zipped it up and propped it up by the bed side. He FLIPPED saying I slammed it. I'm telling you he is NUTS. No one slammed anything, so I said, FUCK YOU!!!! I didn't slam anything, she bit me!" He didn't care all he cared about was his "precious bag" (smeagol voice). I have no space in my house. I want these two bitches out of my house.

And I will get my way. If I have to plot something I will. No more Miss nice girl. I am so sick of Debra obsessing over this lesbian lady who is a bachelor. And loves different women in her bed and she chases after that. I don't see what the big deal is. Anyway, why would you chase someone who is looking for money, hurts women and cheats like breathing air? I chased one guy, he doesn't ever respond to me. And was told he may be homosexual. Anyway I found another guy I like who is 10X hotter, same name and is egyptian. only flaw is he lives in Egypt. He is 22...which is young...eh well no men my age are successful. My generation babies were made on crack.(80's) parents beat their kids and now we are the fucked up generation.

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